Tonight (this morning) my post is going to be a short one, because I feel like I might have more to say later on... and probably more interesting as well.
The one thing I have figured out about myself is that I really don't know how to be alone. I don't do well when I am by myself, and I constantly long for human companionship. I don't know if that makes me a codependent person, as I do function without people, but I certainly like having them around. I have been watching Solitary on Hulu, and it has really made me think about what my thresholds are. They put these people through some psychotic tests, while they are alone, with no one cheering them on. And that is one of the ways that I feel that I am codependent. I have always had a need for constant reassurance, and I never turn down a pat on the back. The weird thing is that I really don't mind whether anyone reads this or not. In that, I don't require reassurance.